Blair is perfect, and I will be too!

My life has taken a rough turn and I am ready to improve it.  I recently just finished my freshman year of college and have made to many mistakes to count.  First off, I gained 40 pounds because of late night eating and drinking.  That will change with the help of this blog!  Second, I fell in love with a guy that thinks that I am someone that I am not.  He also has a girl friend that is moving here next year and he doesn't know that I am in love with him.  I changed into a person that I do not want to be.  Now, I am changing into Blair Waldorf.  She is my inspiration for everything now.  They way that she knows everyones weaknesses and how to use it is something that I want to do.  She is perfect, body and soul.  Name one person that does not want to be her.  I dare you.  You can't think of one though.  So here I will be posting my journey to losing weight, my battle with the person I truly love, (DID I MENTION THAT HE CHEATED ON HER WITH ME???), and goal to be the person I want to be.  To end this post I will leave you with a Gossip Girl quote, "Sometimes you just have to come clean., no matter how many dirty secrets come out."  I have so many secrets to share with you... XOXO